The Life of Hers

2007-11-12T23:05:00.000+08:00

hey there
todae is my third dae werking
me and him are both alrite already
to my frens
sorie kalau tkde time nk kluar dgn korang
coz i'm werking every dae
and syg..
sorie k.
hmm.. new frens new faces new experience
tats all i wanna talk abt ..
coz tomorrow i'm werking.
thk u God for giving me this opportunity.

2007-11-09T22:45:00.000+08:00

todae is a good dae
and also a bad dae
ard 3pm i met aticcalemon at simei..
so we apply for a job over there
at KFC. haven't get the reply

after tat, we went to his house
go and play2 with his sister.
ALIN SO CUTE! lurp eu sis.
ard 6, they had to go to the mosque..
so, they went to tamp while me and aticcalemon went to city hall
again we search for job
at one of the shop at penisula..
so, after applying we went to marina square.
suddenly the manager called us.
and say we are IN FOR THE JOB!
i was like OMG!!
guess how much is the pay?
$700 per mth!
omg!
me and aticcalemon was super happy

but at nite, we fought with afiq..
btw fiq, aku tkder mood ah. sorie
maybe kalau kau jumpe aku, aku pun uat bdh
syg.. sorie k..
and fiq, sorie psl smlm..

tomorrow start werking.
wish me luck!

2007-11-07T07:49:00.000+08:00

yesterday nite i was so pissed off
i did really fight with him last nite.
gosh.
syg.. i didn't mean it.
but syg, u imagine ehk
imagine kalau i dulu pernah sukekan satu bdk nie.
abih skrg i da stead dgn u..
tapi there is a rumours tat the guy maen dgn pompuan lain..
biler u tanyer i..
i deny it.. mcm 100% protect him..
aper u rase?
u rase laen kan?
tats how i felt syg..
tu psl i curiga kat u..
psl u keep protecting her..
kalau i jadi u.. biarkan dari mulut dier sendiri yg cakap..
psl kalau org lain ckp, diorang tkkan percaya..
haix..
entahlah..

the reason y i keep mentioning abt my ex is..
i need sumbody to talk to..
kalau u tk understanding enough..
tkpe
tats k..
i fhm.. byk kwn i yg lain i leh share my problems
i mmg da tk sygkan dier lagi..
i mmg da benci dier.
sebab i sygkan u..
relationship is the time where both parties need emotional support
kalau tk, uat pe i nk stead dgn u.
byk lagi lelaki lain u..
u are one of my greatest adik angkat tau..
tu psl i sygkan u lain daripada yg lain..
psl i pernah gaduh dgn my ex psl u..
psl aper? i rela ckp dgn u daripada my ex..
psl aper? i sygkan u..

kalau u tk suker,
jgn senyap2 u..
juz say it out..
i will try to improve myself.
i rela uat tu dgn u psl i sygkan u..
kalau tk, i tkkan uat nyer..

da la u..
i tkder mood nk gi skola..
anithing might happen to me btw..

2007-11-06T20:24:00.000+08:00

hey there
i don't know whether today is a bad day or a good day
or did i did something good or bad
is it a good news or a bad news?
wat is it?
i can't tell over here
neither do i wanna share wif anybody
except for him and my sister, afiqah..
gosh.
i didn't knoe wats wrong wif me
i start rejecting his calls
i even offline so tat he can't talk to me
but wats wrong wif me???
i mean..
i do really love him.
but y i felt like avoiding him??
ish..
i dunnoe..

2007-11-04T20:21:00.000+08:00

hey there peeps
visit the link below to see some photo of me and my mother and her fren
going out to sentosa and having fun
so enjoy.. it is exciting

http://www.myspace.com/sweetgirl0107

2007-11-01T18:41:00.000+08:00

hmm..
me and him as usual fine
he juz complaint tat i'm too close to his fren
i said we are juz frens
syg.. criously i didn't have anithing wif him

todae was my therapy
gosh.
i lost my letter and appointment card actually
i didn't know who took it
i put it in the drawer
then suddenly the nxt morning when i check
its gone
surely somebody took it ryte
then my grandma keep blaming me
i was like. wat the heck
i am sick
yet u still wanna find my mistakes
wats wif her man
i really hate this type of people
i juz say i wish i wouldn't be here wif u.
i was so fed up

during the therapy,
its kinda painful
but have to.
i like their greetings.
they are very friendly over there.
they make jokes, so tat i won't be boring

otw home, i bought a new school bag
wow! worth it!
i like it!
coz it matches wif the school skirt
=]
hahas
tomorrow is Leadership Training Camp
so syg..
i gonna miss u so much!!

2007-10-27T09:43:00.000+08:00

hey there
hmm. my life is getting miserable
didn't know why it must be like this

about my studies
not really statisfied
even though i get 10th position in class and level
and i get 57.8% for overall
for me, it is not satisfying at all
i plan during this holidae
in 2 months time
i must start revising and catch up on my work
i do wanna pass for my n lvl
and go up to sec 5.
and for sec 5, i want to take o lvl
to get my achievements!
but i musn't give up

but this few days
my mum is just getting worst
the reason of why i always come home late is her
she treat me like as if i'm a rubbish
if she abused me i dun mind
but please.
not the words
its hurtful
tat is my weakness.

now, he come back to my life.
its been 1yr and 4 mths.
yet, for me its over.
bcoz aisham has taken over his place
now i am happy wif aisham
even though we fight once
but thks to afiq tat its settle
god,
help me to be strong
haix.
later afternoon i'm going out to geylang
to buy barang hantaran. (to give the other party of the bride present)

so ya..
schools over.
glad tat is happening.
coz i really dun get enough sleep
and getting sick
1st nov is my therapy
haix.

2007-10-09T19:33:00.001+08:00

hey there
this few daes not feeling well
i dun knoe whether tomorrow i can take the exam or not
coz i tink its high fever already
i dunnoe wats wrong
tis time my backbone and sumwhere around my waist is very painful
can sumbody tell me wat is it?
i'm scared!

2007-10-07T11:06:00.000+08:00

wats wrong wif me?
i mean
y i can't choose the ryte guy
i used to wait for mr MN(nickname)
for 3 YEARS.
and i have the feeling tat he dun like me.
so i juz continue my life
till during the negeri sembilan trip
i met mr MI (another guy nickname)
and he brighten my life

suddenly mr MN came back to my life
and ask me abt relationship
mr MI had told me also tat he loves me so much
and wat should i do now?
i did slash my hand last nite when i tink abt this
abt mr MN, i hurt him to much
i thought he dun like me
so i told him i got stead already
and he stop contacting me
he like..
nvr give up
so as mr MI
i knoe mr MN more than mr MI
but both give me special attention
how??
should i reject mr MN or mr MI or BOTH??
well, sumbody juz tag and tell ur opinion.
thks..
but.. if i reject both, i...
i gonna be in hospital i tink so

2007-09-28T21:00:00.000+08:00

hey there
todae is ENGLISH PAPER 1&2..
well, paper one is ouh k lah
decided to choose an expositary essay
bcoz i cannot do recount
once i do recount
tats it man
i gonna be dead
so ya..
after paper 1 was paper 2.
this is the most toughest
i really struggle coz at the same time i am not feeling well
juz a bit giddy.
but i knew that i try my best already
god! help me!

after that, straight away when home
coz i planned to go out with izzy & nas
so ya..
went out wif them..
it was fun!
THKS GUYS FOR MAKING MY DAY!
so, firstly we went to esplanade rooftop
its the time where i let all my feelings out to him
and he advise me a lot
i am really touched
and at the same time..
ya.. i dunnoe!
dun wanna tink abt it.
after exams maybe?
hmm.

after that, we went to kampong glam
ouh k lah. boleh di katakan meriah
tapi not like geylang
geylang is more HAPPENING!
hahas.
so, we bought air katira and air bandung.
and went home.
along the way to go bugis to take mrt
it started to rain heavily.
there is only ONE umbrella tat nas bring
so nas give it to him and me to use it
he was wet obviously.
so, it like pity of him..
sacrifise for his fren.. so sweet
hahas.
then we took the mrt towards boon lay
they stop at buona vista
i stop at clementi
well, along the way, we joke around
it really make my sadness away..

at nite, we juz sms each other.
tats all
going to do revision soon.
gtg
bye.
takecare!

2007-09-27T20:17:00.000+08:00

hey there
exams are cuming!
wohoo!
so fast!
tomorrow is english paper 1 and 2!
good luck peeps
juz now all of us receive all our files back
and have to bring the whole bunch of books home!
gosh

after tat, we clean the classroom
and after tat i went to meet izzy at market bus stop
ppl thought we stead
but WE DIDN'T ALRITES
we are juz frens
we went to jurong east library to meet nas.
he didn't brought along his gurl
so nvrmind
having fun laughing wif izzy.
thk god i meet him
he help me a lot
thks bro!

hmm after tat i reach home ard 6.30pm
and do the necessary things
and now i wanna continue study
well, juz revise

*currently listening to "atas nama cinta" by rossa. crying over it. y he leave me juz like tat after 1 yr of relationship?

2007-09-22T11:04:00.000+08:00

hey there peeps
sorie if some of u keep waiting for me to post sumthing
well..
not really free
even now i'm going out
to meet my frens
catch u all later!

2007-09-18T20:20:00.000+08:00

todae?
hmm. nothing much
its juz tat i didn't fast the whole day
i only slept for 1 hr only?
hahahas
and and
i vomitted in the toilet
nobody notice it
but yup

i'm very sleepy
so maybe next time i update?
gtg

2007-09-17T16:41:00.000+08:00

hey there peeps!
todae is start to FAST!
at last! hahas
currently i am not at home yet
but iam outside at clementi student service centre
get my new card
i look so fair in the photo
LOLS!
k.
yesterday i called him
and oh ya!
todae is his brother birthdae!
well, happy 21th birthdae bro!
actually todae i was suppose to follow him to celebrate wif him
but i told him nvm..
coz i very tired and i am fasting
its a good thing he is understanding
thank god!
well, we plan tat this saturdae i will go to his house
and help his mother to bake KUIH MUIH!
can't wait!

todae i take 282 as usual
rudieka was in the bus
afiq also in the bus
izzudin also in the bus
glad to see him!
and firstly i saw khairul anwar
but aafter tat the worst thing is, i saw md nuh!
i dunnoe for wat reason he took tat bus
but yup..
after tat went to class
and i straight away ran down as i forgotten tat todae is my duty to do the command!
i was shaking as i am nervous.
i just let out all my voice which describes anger and nervous,
and fast the back.
muahahas!
hear noises that are make my some kent ridgeans
does that mean good or bad?
or normal or fierce or loud?
some people say it is loud
some people say it is FIERCE!
some people say it is normal.
lols.
k. tat doesn't matter coz tomorrow i have to go up again

the first lesson was math!
well, we are still in quadratic equation!
still practicing!
well, half way in the class i fell asleep
as i was very tired

after math was biology
todae we learn the new and last chapter for EYE!
that is respiration!
what we learn todae is respiration is different from breathing
hahas!

after biology was physics
we also learn sumthing new
that is refraction!
how todraw the diagram for refraction
and how to calculate refraction index and all that stuff.

after physics is recess
of course there is no recess for me
i can't eat as u knoe we muslims are fasting
actually there is a lot of things that we can't do during fasting!
we can't scold vulgarities, we can't eat, we can't drink
but this is the big opportunity for us
as devils are all lock up at one place
so, example if we have the will to eat while we fasting
is not becoz we are influence by devil
but we have to control wat is called NAFSU
i didn't knoe how to explain in eng
so, during recess time, i juz sit at the staircase near the chemistry lab

after recess was english
we go through the paper
and after tat we talk about narratives composition
after tat our teacher show us the class blog
which i will update when i am back home

after english was malay
todae was quite fun
but frankly saying
some of them are very rude to the teacher
which i dun really like!

after malay was the end of the school
well, i saw ruby at foyer
so decided to approach her
and she also knoe my sayang
well, she told me that she had a crush on my sayang
was super damn really shock
but adik, i really sorrie
i didn't knoe u have a crush on him
haix.
if i didn't accept him, i could accept the other one
well, tat is IMPOSSIBLE!
wat it is now it is now.
k watever

so after tat i took 143 to jurong east
and guess who i meet?
izzudin!
it was really a coincidence
hahas
he is really tall
very good person
and has the ability to lead others
really proud of him
so, i stop at jurong east interchange
and went to AYIES to buy some accessories
like eye shadow, foundation and many more
i still haven't decide wat should i buy for him!?
lols.

after tat i went back to clementi and came here!
and here i am now!
muahahas!
tats all for todae!
takecare !

2007-09-16T18:28:00.000+08:00

at last!
tomorrow i can start fasting!
yipee!
alrites.
todae is sundae
every sundae from 8.00am to 10.45am,
i have religion class
our exams also cuming
which make me stress
argh!
k. nothing much
as usual my first lesson is aqidah (tauhid).
after aqidah is hadith. todae we learn hadith 18
which is abt taqwa.
after hadith is arab language
after tat was tajwid
and tats the end of the day

after religion class,
i went home and change
as my mum ask me out to follow her to go geylang
even though it is juz 1pm,
but the place is crowded.
so, we buy some food and went home

todae i decided to rest
haven't call him yet!
takecare

2007-09-15T18:20:00.000+08:00

todae i decided to go out!
firstly i bought NEW skinny jeans
it cost $32 (its worth it!)
and i bought it at queensway complex.
after tat, i went to orchard and window shop
i felt hungry coz i haven't eat
still cannot fast but i have to respect those who is fasting
so, i endure all the way...

after orchard i went to vivo.
my intension was to give a suprise to SAYANG
and he is!
hahas.
now i knoe where he works
muahaha
in vivo, i met syed, the ex-councillor of my school
he was suprise seeing me
so am i.
hahas

after tat, i straight away went home
as he TOLD me to!
and tats the end of the dae
tomorrow i'm meeting him again
but we are going to study wif the others
@ jurong east library
miss u a lot SAYANG!
takecare everybody!

2007-09-15T09:47:00.000+08:00

hey there GD MORNING!
well, i know it is too early for me to post a blog
but that doesn't matter alrites
todae is i am bad mood!
what happen?
in the morning i woke up
criously saying, i have not enough sleep
bcoz of my MOTHER
i mean
y she so jealous of me?
i sleep also cannot
she will juz woke me up
in fact, i have fever mostly bcoz i have not enough sleep
and she forcing me to wake up
and I HATE IT!
tkder hati perut
and then she juz shake her leg
and ask me to do all the house work
if she ask me politely i dun mind
but she is SO RUDE!
but i juz keep quiet like an idiot girl
and do wat she told mie
in my heart, i ask myself
y? and wat did i do wrong?
i nvr even talk back to her
nvr IN MY LIFE!
i like a slave follow wat she has to say
she even rude to my grandmother
it is as if she is teaching me to be like one
but NO WAY!
i am not tat type of girl who is not matured
i know wat is ryte is wat is wrong!
when she did that to me, i cried
almost everydae!
even though i have boyfriend
he can't do anything of course
the one who could change everything
is God and HERSELF
haix..

i will update more at nite
tats all for this morning
have a nice dae everybody!

2007-09-14T17:59:00.000+08:00

hey there peeps!
now, i've changed my status
currently i am attached
wif who?
well, tat is secret.
but not from my school of course
the date tat we are attached is 13 September 2007
which is the same date of fasting, 1st Ramadhan
i hope me and him will last long
as our family knoe each other already
lurp eu lots SAYANG!

about todae?
i couldn't fast this few days
for girls, u knoe why =]
so, before i went to school,
i ate my breakfast
so that i won't be hungry in school

very boring day actually
our mly teacher was absent
so, i juz continue doing my correction till finish

the next period is POA
i told our POA teacher tat i don't understand one single thing
but i hope to catch up fast
becoz tat topic is tested during End Of Year Exam!
we are still doing Balance Day Adjustment
quite in a rush so that we can do revision

after POA was Biology
for the second test i pass
i was amazed actually
but i did really study
even though i didn't knoe i have a test
coz my classmates nvr tell mie
so, during the 2 period,
we juz go through corrections for both test paper

the next period is RECESS
well, of course i can't go down the canteen
it is fasting month even though i'm not fasting
so, i couldn't find my best friend, saidah
and i decided juz to seat at the staircase and slept
(i do really slept alrites)

after recess was MATH
now i starting to pass my math
YEAH!
but must put in more efforts
to MEMORISE the EQUATION
now we still in the quadratic equation
got a lot more of work to do!

and the last period is SOCIAL STUDIES
still doing our workbook
going thru the marking scheme
and also checking the answers
did i pass my social studies?
i DID!
hahas

after tat, i straight away went home
to prevent myself getting hungry
when i reached home, i called him
he is not working todae
but tomorrow he is working
takecare alrite dear?

todae i help my grandmother to cook
sambal goreng and curry fish!
yummy!
i can cook u knoe!
hahas
it tasted good
delicious!

i tink tats all for todae.
i have to get ready for the others to break their fast
bye!!
till next tyme!

2007-09-08T08:12:00.000+08:00

she is Siti Aisyah
she is a gerl
she is 15 tis year
she is single =]
she is born on 1st july 1992
she is skooling at kent ridge sec
she is sec 3
she is studying Principles of Account
she is studying Biology
she is studying Physics
she is studying Social Studies
she is studying Geography
she is a student council in schshe is a npcc cadet
she is Junior Environment Ambassador @ South West
she is a SKAFAN!!

she is friendly
she is socialise
she is a bookworm (not really)
she is always there 4 her fwens
she is hot tempered at times
she is violent when she is angry
she gives u attitude if u gives her attitude
she will respect u if u respect her
she is 1.61m tall
she is 57.5kg heavy

she luvs her SISTER, IQA (FINO)!!
she luvs her adik angkats!
she luvs her akak angkats!
she luvs her abg angkats!
she luvs her bestie, Saidah & Innayah & Atikah
she luvs her family
she luvs her friends
she luvs her bandshe luvs her mp3
she luvs her hp
she luvs to shop wif gals only
she luvs to hang around
she luvs to go to town
she luvs to study at times
she luvs listening wat her fwens has to say
she luvs to help ppl
she luvs to volunteer
she luvs to make friends

she hates ppl dun respect her decisions
she hates ppl to force here
she hates ppl talking behind her
she hates ppl to control her
she hates ppl who dun tell her wat happen
she hates ppl who talk much and the person will get it FROM HER!!

she wants new mp3
she wants new computer
she wants to pass all her exam
she wants make more friends

she says to add her
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